Watching and Waiting

Toad
“Mr. Toad is an opportunist.”

“And now a personal but most urgent matter; I write in the gentle but firm spirit of Christ. I hear that I’m being painted as cringing and wishy-washy when I’m with you, but harsh and demanding when at a safe distance writing letters. Please don’t force me to take a hard line when I’m present with you. Don’t think that I’ll hesitate a single minute to stand up to those who say I’m an unprincipled opportunist. Then they’ll have to eat their words.”

2 Corinthians 10:1-2 MSG

I’m back at the Ponderosa tonight but I’m camping out in TOW-Wanda. Poor Mr. FixIt has been working from sunup to sundown trying to get this place wedding worthy and I just couldn’t let him do this all alone. I get here in time to cook him a nice supper. Pot roast, fried potatoes and gravy, and green beans. He said he hasn’t had a decent meal since I left for the farm and it just did my heart a world of good to cook for him. 

This big guy startled me when I was carrying things into the house. He sits out there, watching and waiting for nightfall when the bugs are attracted to the outdoor light. He’s pretty hefty so he must be well fed. He reminded me of opportunists….watching and waiting for the moment to jump. 

I experienced an example of opportunism last night. Someone who hasn’t spoken to me in two years chimed in on a comment I made. Granted, I broke my cardinal rule and made a comment about a political post. I don’t do that. I don’t do that. Well, ok…just this once. It wasn’t an ugly comment. It was factual. But, this person is aware of my buttons. This brought me to a sincere self-examination. 

My first response was to say something I am quite sure I would regret but that only lasted a few seconds. Instead, I jumped at an opportunity of my own. Scroll on by…nothing to see here, folks. And say a prayer of thanksgiving that I dodged a bullet with this one. Thank you, Jesus…for more reasons than one. 

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6 thoughts on “Watching and Waiting

  1. So excited for you, but yet I don’t even know you ?. But we are heart sisters, widow sisters and I am so happy for you and proud of how you live transparently with us. Just keep sharing !

  2. Best wishes on your Ponderosa preparations! (Maybe the cavalry need to be called in– strong and willing teenage neighbors/church members?)

    I do worry about those who can’t/won’t learn to feed themselves properly under stress. I hope you find a way to give your intended some sound basics just in case he needs to care for someone in the future. It’s as big a responsibility as anyone could have. You can’t just throw random things into a body and expect it to convalesce. I’m sure with a kind soul as your own teaching, he could learn some delicious and nutritious basics.

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