There WILL be a time when it all makes sense. And the hard part about that is, it may not be here. It may have to wait till heaven for the answers/enlightenment. One of the things I struggle with…and I think a lot of people struggle with is….having the faith to let go of the outcome and accept what IS in each moment. Even when it’s hard and there are struggles. Sometimes the breakdown comes before the breakthrough and if we quit, we could miss out on the whole thing. Dayton’s not all that far and I usually come through there at least once a year. We’ll sit and have coffee sometime! ?

Thank you for your caring, sweet words. I’d love to talk to you, sitting at my table, drinking coffee together. I’m still struggling/wrestling with God. He’s taking me down a path I don’t want to walk. And get this…if I get to the point where I say enough, I’m done. I no longer want you in my life…then I get a forever sentence in hell. However, I’m still hanging on to a shred of hope. I’m not yet ready to reject God. I have to believe that somehow, this will all make sense when I look back and see how all the pieces fit together. I have to hang on to that shred of hope. In the meantime, though, the struggle is hard. I question EVERYTHING. Thanks for caring. Thanks for your blogs. And if you’re ever close to Dayton, OH, let me know. You and Mr. FixIt are welcome to stop in and I’ll put the coffee pot on.

Oh, Annie…where to begin? First, thank you so much for your kind words. You have no idea what it means to me to hear things like this. I am humbled that my writing has made a difference to you. I know you are angry at God. I can really, really understand that. The thing about our God is…He doesn’t care if you’re mad at Him. He’s bigger than your anger. He will wait for you…take as long as you need, dear one. I’m here too if you need someone to talk to. ❤️